This evening, without noticing it, I closed the front curtains in Grans kitchen and in an instant, I forgot. I took the first piece of material and pulled it across swiftly, followed by an action of closing the second one with my left hand. In that instance, my muscle memory in my brain fell into a false reality. In that split moment, I went to turn on my heal to say out loud ‘I think it’s time we head to bed Gran’…A phrase I would have said without fail day after day after day when we lived together…
